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QAZIM.
i'm your soul.

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QAZIM ZIM.
20 year old boy.
Currently NSF
ORD DATE: 101109 (:

strike out.

I want you


MusicPlaylist
MySpace Playlist at MixPod.com

1) Straight Through My Heart - Backstreet Boys
2) I Look So Good Without You - Jessie James
3) Down - Jay Sean
4) 3 - Britney Spears
5) She Wolf - Shakira
6) Trouble Is A Friend - Lenka
7) I Like It Rough - Lady Gaga
8) The First Time - Friday Night Boys
9) Fallin' For You - Colbie Callait
10) Already Gone - Kelly Clarkson
11) The Wind Blows - AAR

hearts talking.


alternative exits.

ARMYBOYZZZ
eddee. MRF
najib. MRF BITCH
teerapong. "best friend"
zi xuan. PRETTY BOY
zul. MJC BITCH


CJC DRAMA
alex. GIRAFFE
binni. PRESIDENT
cailing. MOTHBALL
gabrielle. COBWEB
hana. STUPID WOMAN
keley. BOWEN BIMBO
matthew. BUS PARTNER
mei ling. SLUTTY! HAH.
tifannie. BATTERY GIRL
wanyu. DRAMA
CJCDRAMA


CJC
amy. GOSSIP AUNTIE
becky
fabian
lace
shiyun
lovelle
yong lin
zac

TEMASEK
alia. BITCH
ansley
asri. MR GOSSIP
cheryl. WEIWEI
faezah. THE KAKA
fatin. ICE KACANG
farah
fajrina
lishean
meiling. WONDERFRIEND
raudah
shida
wani. BUNNY.
xingwen
yee chuan
yee ning
yi mei.

OTHERS
fizah. KWB
jazimin
shae. KWB
sochenda
yvette

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Tuesday, July 31, 2007


"A Lonely September" - Plain White Ts
I'm sittin' here all by myself
just tryin' to think of something to do
Tryin' to think of something, anything
just to keep me from thinking of you
But you know it's not working out'
cause you're all that's on my mind
One thought of you is all it takes
to leave the rest of the world behind
[Chorus]
Well I didn't mean for this to go as far as it did
And I didn't mean to get so close and share what we did
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back, but I know you did
I'm sittin' here tryin' to convince myself
that you're not the one for me
But the more I think, the less I believe it
and the more I want you here with me
You know the holidays are coming up
I don't want to spend them alone
Memories of Christmas time with you
will just kill me if I'm on my own
[Chorus]
I know it's not the smartest thing to do
we just can't seem to get it right
But what I wouldn't give to have one more chance tonight
One more chance tonight
I'm sittin' here tryin' to entertain myself with this old guitar
But with all my inspiration gone it's not getting me very far
I look around my room and everything I see reminds me of you
Oh please, baby won't you take my hand
we've got nothing left to prove
[Chorus]
And I didn't mean to meet you then
we were just kids
And I didn't mean to give you chills the way that I kiss
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back but I know you did
Don't say you didn't love me back 'cause you know you did
No, you didn't mean to love me back
But you did


11:46 PM



faezah thinks im a friendstalker!
tsktsk, im so not. HAHAHAHAH.
i hate being accused! nonononooooo,
dont PHUNK with my heart!
i still can remember 4U ALMOST wanting
to do that for teacher's day. thankgod,
we did DO SOMETHING instead!

and they recorded me saying that phrase
and yi mei had it as her sms tone.
qazim-ism is spreading fast! HAHAHAH.
and i wonder whether fatin still has
my voice as her sms tone.
okay, im so egoistic, but it's okay,
only for today! (i think i went out of point).

ANYWAY, today was quite a fun day.
firstly, i took the earlier bus to school!
no, i wasnt excited to go to school,
just that i was SUPER tired and i wanted
to sleep in the classroom.

UNFORTUNATELY, kevin brought home
the class key and we were all locked outside. =.="
actually it was quite funny (sorry i've a twisted
sense of humour, i derive pleasure from torture. HAH!)
anyway, we were competing with 2t01,
seeing which class will be able to enter first.

unfortunately, we lost by a SLIGHT margin
of 2freaking hours. HAHAHAH. it's okay!
we're very forgiving people. it was fun gossiping outside anyway.
thankgod we had maths lecture beforehand.
and everyone was prediciting how ms moh would
react after finding out that we cant enter the class.

blablablablaa, before PE, went to the area
outside the library and everyone was busy doing
their SGC, mini class bonding session!
and BADMINTON wasnt that bad actually.
i think i improved a LOTTTTT since last year.

well, i can safely say that because last year,
i couldnt even hit the ball (im to used to calling
it a ball, everything's a ball to me. fine, shuttlecocks).
so now im soooooooooooooo good, cos my racket
got to hit the shuttlecock (YAY!).
so now i think i can be a full time badminton teacher alr.
yay. joy to the world.

playing with xf and sam against amy, carrie/lovelle
and biqi was fun cos it was so drama, and loads of shouting.
handed up NYAA at last! IM SO HAPPY.
a HUUUUUUUUUGE load of my sexy back and mind.

and nathan gave us this another SGC thing to do,
where we were supposed to talk about ourselves.
what our good qualities are and our commitment to our cca!
(anyway, thanks mr chan for writing me that super
nice verification for my NYAA drama! :D )
i said that im a good listener, very encouraging
and motivating, enthusiastic and also full of perseverence.
am i exagerrating? =/

anyway, lace is so funny.
she just moved in to her new house.
(nathan is so biased, he let lace leave
early, and he didnt even let me leave when
i was sick a LOOOOOOONG time ago. =.=)

Lace says:
HAAHAHA WE NEED TO EMBELZZLE CLASS FUND
Lace says:
FOR MY NEW TOILKET


9:36 PM



two major things off my mind now!
NYAA A A A... (reminds me of umbrella)-done!
SGC- done! :D

now all i have to be worried about is how
to get into a local uni and do well for
my prelims and As. ):
i will, i can, i must!

yesterday, three people cheered me up!
wanyu, for her super nice testi which
made me feel so appreciated!

aaron, for randomly smsing me and asking
what i wanted for my birthday.
and i told him that, "as long as i have my
BELOVED classmates with me, that's
all that matters".

anyway, i dont think i really hate
any of my classmates now anyway.
some are nice and should be left alone.
some are just indescribable.

and the last person who cheered me up
was meiling for showing me chikalakapiyapiya's
(yes, what a very super long name i swear,
and no, i dont think it's a thai name)
friendster acccount. AWWWWWWWW.

and today was bad, i took off my specs
and slept during geog class,
i stretched out my arms and my glasses
fell on the floor, and part of the glass
was broken. WOW. so lucky, cant stand it!

gp mock was absolutely shit.
my essay was pure crap and
so example driven. urgh.
pessimism vs optimism.
obviously i chose optimism,
cos that's what i am!
(most of the time that is)

DONT STOP, NEVER GIVE UP!
JUST TRY, AS LONG AS YOU TRY,
GOOD ENOUGH ALR!

but optimistic people are usually
unrealistic and they only expect good things
and the best to happen.
when what actually happenes contradicts
what they had expected to happen,
this will usually result in disappointment.

okay, whatever.
screwed up summary and aq,
cos i didnt know what both were
asking for. and my stupid table kept
squeaking and i had to sit in the first
row at the LT. wth!!

so much for optimism.
im a man of irony!
(who's gonna turn 18 soon).

and i want to kill BOTH zac
and lace cos they kept bitching
about me right in front of me.
STILL CAN LAUGH IN FRONT OF MY FACE.
i tell my bestfriend then you know,
YOU PEOPLE DIE!

and gp was damn funny,
cos we talked about gay stuffs.
then zach was like saying something
about him being PAP all that shit.
so lameassshit.

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh,
im so doing a good job in forgetting you,
NOT. jx, we're in the same boat alr!
DAYUNG SAMPANNNN...


1:31 AM


Sunday, July 29, 2007

i think im the luckies boy on earth.
cos i always get to see people i dont
want to see everywhere (:

im trying my best to forget that
i ever liked you. all the best to me.


12:49 AM


Saturday, July 28, 2007

met up with weiying and lace early
in the morning, but prissy was late.
smuggled food into swensons while weiying
and lace had their own share of akwardness.
HAHAHAH. after that, everything became damn funny.

prissy came, left swensons (super overpriced
food). the rest were tempted to eat again,
so we went to fareast ljs.

prissy saw a bald man wearing a green shirt
walking towards us.
PRISSY: EH! TAN JEK SUAN!
ME: ?????
LACE AND WY: RUNN!!
and apparently, it's not tan jek suan.
HAHAHAH, we were late for school then.

so, we decided to CAB! (rich kids we are, uh?)
planned on how to get to school without
getting caught by the teachers.
all sorts of ideas came up, hostel, canteen etc.
so I became the scapegoat!!

EVERYONE: EH QAZIM! help us keep
our ezlinks! later scared they confiscate ours!
QAZIM: =________________="
MOTHER HEN: why are you guys late?
EVERYONE: blablablabla....

mother hen: ez link card!
lace: i lost it!
mother hen: ic?
lace: i lost my wallet!

mother hen: ezlink?
weiying: oh, i didnt bring mine.
mother hen: okay, give me your handphones.
lace, wy and prissy: EH qazim, open up
your bag! faster give our ezlink!
everyone: nahh, here's our ezlink! :D :D :D

we're such AWESOME liars.
and the people who came AFTER us
didnt get caught at all for late coming,
so biased i swear! it's like SAMPLING!
so the four of us laughed our way to class.

and prissy didnt realise her milo was dripping
all over the floor (from the foyer to our 3rd level
classroom). so we kinda left a trail so that
everyone will know we own the milo AND that
we brought food from outside the canteen.
HAHAH, discrete variables!

geog lesson was super fun!
apparently, mrs tan thinks our class
has some ISSUES (childhood) because
we've been abused since young!
(prissy and wy werent allowed to laugh,
aaron was deprived of food, amy wasnt
allowed to talk-> scotchtape on her mouth)

and she was like, AMY! you're the root of all evil!
HAHAHAH, damn funny. i still cant forget the
MINE controller thing. okay nvm!
and lace didnt know the world map!
(so dont i, it's okay. we can survive.
as long as we know that spore isnt part of china!)

and mrs tan told me im on the TOP of nathan's hated list,
cos everytime he sees her, they'll always talk about me.
and OMG, im so sad! cos aaron's second!!!
i didnt know i overtook him. HAHAHAH.
shit!! i better drop by a few positions man!

a lot more funny things happened!
me: mrs tan, why nathan dont like me!
mrs tan: must be your hair, look at zach's!
so decent!
me: im indecent??!

and she called zach self-delusioned. HAHAH.
oh, really? never knew!

studied for 3hours with biqi.
quite productive cos we did
loads of work. okay, maybe not!
but at least we did work!

my ezlink ran out of money,
and i had to ask for spare change.
somehow, i think i choose the BEST
people to ask for money!
i asked three of them,
1 was deaf, 1 couldnt understand english
and the other one's plain dumb i guess???

so annoying. okay.
pictures of long ago, enjoy!






























12:06 AM


Thursday, July 26, 2007

ethics class was so funny,
cos we had this mini debate
kinda thing. SUPER LAME.

amy's group was called MINE
CONTROLLERS (cos we were talking
about children working in mines)
and i thought they were the MIND
CONTROLLERS, so i called them the
manipulators. HAHAHAHAHAH.

me and lace were the authorities
who had to make a decision on whether
to let the kids work in the mining industry
or not. HAHAH, and boy, were we corrupted.

pe was captain ball.
we're a very corrupted class. HAHAH.
i spent an hour in the school library
after that, all alone. i should start getting
used to it. then went to bedok library.
bumped into yee ning there. SMALL WORLD!

okay, school starts at 10am tmr
(cos of PAC opening) and breakfast?
i think. HAHAHAH.

7more days to the BEST BIRTHDAY
of the year. HAHAH. right.
might as well make it a national day!
2ND AUGUST 2007! HAHAHAH.
SPREAD THE JOY!

oh, and nathan told me 2nd august
is phototaking too. WOW, coincidence
award of the year i swear!


7:53 PM


Wednesday, July 25, 2007

i've such a boring after-school life
that i didnt even know that
i signed up for some physical geog river-
lecture at njc today. HAHAHAHAH.
so instead of "MUGGING" by my poor
lonely self in the library, i ended up going to njc.

and we freaking got lost. and some stupid fucker
from srjc (IVE NOTHING AGAINST SRJC)
didnt even bother giving me the direction when
i asked for it, and we somehow got lost. THANKS ZAC.

quite an informative lecture.
eyecandies were plenty, too bad we all
left asap. =____________________="
what an unproductive trip! srjc and yjc got
many good looking people please! hahahah.

met many people, shimin, chin ghee, vera,
fira's friends etc! HILMI, WHY YOU NEVER GO!

okay, welcome to my life.
and im too lazy to reply the tags.
THANKS FOR TAGGING.

and matthew all the best for your
PAC opening ceremony!
and all the best for the aesthetic
groups! AHH, why no drama performance!


10:26 PM


Tuesday, July 24, 2007

oh, wow. my com's awesomly fine now.
so ironic to the previous entry.
doing NYAA now.

i dont know what to write for drama!
especially the things that happened in year1!
the only highlight was camp and panopticon! ):
and drama bbq. yeah, thatzall. sians!

i still have to do on recre cycling, cip.
ahhh, due 31st july. damnzation!
and i've to study econs, geog, maths,
chem and gp. AHHHHHHHHHHHH.
so stressed. but ill survive.

oh, i studied alone in the library just now!
(cos fiona and vans left halfway).
IM BRAVE YAHOOOOOOO.


11:02 PM



im in the school library now.
my modem at home's like fucked up.
and im in a bad mood (as usual).
anyway, harry potter was awesome shit. :D

rugby for pe. HAHAH. zach's idea.
freaking awesome. everyone was so enthu.
running and rumming into each other.
mindyou, it's not TOUCH rugby.

okay, better study now.
i guess i wont be online for a long while.
roawrhh. (: i hate school.


2:47 PM


Sunday, July 22, 2007

you know, reading harry potter
distracts me from all the unhappiness
that i've been feeling these past few days.

and nope, i havent reached the end of
the book (1/5 left) and i dont want to know
the ending (hope i can finish by tonight,
so I can be the one telling people the ending).

okay, better get off now and finish the book! :D
cant wait to see what will happen.
and erms, expecto patronum!
totally the only spell i know
(other than lumos).

okay, im weird.
(at least im happier now).
and tmr=reality.
damn those stupid muggles in cjc,
school of hypocrisy backstabber-try
(it rhymes! woahhh..)


9:04 PM


Saturday, July 21, 2007

9am at toapayoh for flag day cip.
was with biqi and kiajin and we were
damn slack (cos they read harry potter
most of the time! HAHAHAHAH).
went to school cos they had ptm,
and we went toa payoh to eat etc!
so we didnt collect much!

the chocolate brownie+banana icecream
was awesome! that cafe in the middle of
some random part of toa payoh was awesome!

ptm was ermmms, enlightening?
i took like 40-45minutes. HAHAHAH.
i think i broke the record man!
(3.30pm-4.15pm). wahlaoweh!
talked so much, and i told him all about
my problems! (SHORT ATTENTION SPAN,
LIMITED MEMORY SPACE etc!)

and he told me that i've to study 10 (TEN!!)
hours a day, and he said that drama wasnt
important at all, cos MIDSUMMER'S NIGHT
DREAM's just something very small and minor
(which i so totally agree. but i shhhh-ed myself).

and so, he didnt allow me to go home after
school, cos ill probably like just go home and sleep?
so, i've to be in school everyday after school,
stay in the library and study.

okay, the thing is that,
school=not conducive for me!
with all my eyecandies of different
races and ethnicities roaming around
the school, how am i supposed to concentrate?

secondly, if i were to study alone.
ill just die due to insecurity.
and i cant/wont focus.
but i seriously want to get into a uni.
nus/smu. school of arts and social science!!
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. ):

dinner with family, awesome food!
i ate quite a lot and they were all
surprised. hahahah, depressed what!
parkway-ed after that! and met up with
KWB at raimah's! (kembangan).
it was so random and unplanned!

and my aunt just sent the harry potter book.
cant wait to read! :D :D :D
i better take up speed reading!

and im just extremely disappointed that
my life isnt turning out the way i expected
it to, be it in the social, education or love
department. ohwells.

ilu.


11:43 PM


Friday, July 20, 2007

the bus that i took early in
the morning broke down.
thankgod i wasnt late!

apparently, i was quite angry at someone,
and zac told me that she was scared of me.
good! anyway, today was boring.

went for drama cos i was so kaypoh
and wanted to know about the new exco.
i was quite sad cos a few of my "favourites"
weren't inside (HAHAH, IM BIASED,
thankgod i wasnt allowed to vote).
im sure the new exco will do an awesome
job too yeah? :D

anyway, congrats to the new exco!
alexandra, meiling, beverly, emily, terence,
binni, and last but not least, cuiyi! HAHAH.
the new president of drama! i bet she was
quite shocked please!

and to everyone else, if you didnt get into
exco, dont think so much about it.
just do your best to assist them!
and bring our drama society to
"greater heights" and "get gold with honours!"

went for tpjc's dancefest.
there were a few outstanding ones.
and i was LATE, im so sorry alia, fatin and shairah!
and wani was AWESOME man! seriously.
i was like, "waaahhh. is that my friend?"

and i saw dhanashree dancing. HAHAHAH.
so funny, and she was like in her own world.
saw a few familiar faces. hana, marissa, dinie,
farihin, nasruddin. (wah, all malay).
im sorry i pangsehed you guys!
alia, fatin and shairah! i thought you guys
wanted to go home! that's why i had other plans!
=/

went to simpang with meiling and faezah.
chikalaka piya piya! not bad ahh? :D
and SASA is like zxomg i so wanna kill her.
HAHAH, no MEHMEH and LULU/LALA!

meiling: eh, you know shiren? (or smtng)
fae: or, isit the one with short hair?
me: with the hairband? then tie the hair up?
meiling: it's a guy. =.="

had the usual simpang plus camwhoring session!
and now they're following the way i eat.
to maintain a HEALTHY diet!
and we saw our temasek juniors.
wah, so hip go eat simpang at night.
okay, and im happy my computer's working
and my internet connection's awesomeshitass! :D

AND IM FRREEEEEAAAAKING JEALOUUUSSSS
OF SOMETHINGGGG. OMG SCREAMSx1000!!

PICTURES OF YESTERDAAAYYYYYY.
edited by ME :D

hello rbc!


i like (: (the picture that is)

some long lost couple separated due to our different races

van, me, dug, liyun

vava, fifi, didi, meme, dodo

spot the odd one out
moon clique (BEFORE PLEDGE TAKING WHERE EVERYTHING CHANGED).
brudderrr
sia girl and lost farmer
it's hawwt hawwwt


11:52 PM


Thursday, July 19, 2007

im in one hell of a fucked up mood
and it's cos of several reasons.
shall talk about it later. urgh!
racial harmony was okay,
im proud of the class cos 11/19 wore!
thanks to you guys for being so cooperative.

and so, i dressed up as a farmer,
no more satay seller! and with the
humongous $1.50 (bargain of the year) hat,
which everyone wanted to try.

the cutest thing was that we all played floorball (cos first period was PE) in
our different ethnic costumes.
imagine girls in saris, CHEONGSAMS, SIA
costume and kebaya, and a boy with a
humongous $1.50 hat with a sarong and white shirt
running around with black/white floorball
sticks at the grandstand. madness i swear!

and amy proved critics wrong cos she
proved that DISABLED (cos we were in ethnic
costumes) still can win floorball games,
and she scored 2goals. WAH, must be the sari.
performance was okay. tanjeksuan did bhangra,
and the t24 guys tried to carry christay down.
DAMN FUNNY. cos he's so skinny, and the boys
were all ruggers. i was LMAO-ing.

peranakans were cute, funny and bitchy.
mrs ang was so cute please! in the
peranakan wedding outfit.

and i think people take racial harmony
too lightly. without racial harmony,
our country won't even exist please.
please be thankful that people in our
country are able to cooexist peacefully
cos i think it's almost non-existent
in other countries.
so please dont take every fucking thing,
whatever jihad thing as one fucking
big joke cos it's not, and it's fucking
happening in our fucking world right now
cos you fucking people dont fucking
understand what's going on and hence
misintepreting all this stupid shit.
and i feel that the only thing that can
solve all these stupid conflicts is for
racial understanding and not mocking
other people's race or whatever shit.
cos i think it's fucking rude.
and the more i talk about this,
the bigger the fucking joke get.
and to tell you, i dont fucking find it
funny, AT ALL. i think im really
VERY VERY TOLERANT please.


and it's directed to everyone you know,
i dont really wanna name names but...
THIS LONG THING IS FOR 2t08'class of 2007
or hmm.. 1t08'class of 2006? :D
okay, whatever.

so racial harmony sucked, why?
cos my fucking camera ran out of battery.
and i fucking charged it for a
fucking long time and im fucking pissed.

i nearly cried in the canteen.
without a camera, ill just die.
so i resorted to using my phone,
but it's just pathetic, so i double died.
and felt so PMS-y and fucked up the
whole entire day (still am btw thanks).

ANYWAY, at the malay stall just now.
(where the MCS people sold food).
qazim: hello! is my goreng pisang ready?
malay teacher: oh, it's you!
ANOTHER malay teacher: oh, QAZIM!
qazim: ???? how you two know my name!
malay teacher: do you know what islam means?
qazim: =_______________________________="

i've a feeling they're all gossiping
about me cos of the assembly talk. =.="
so now the WHOLE MALAY DEPARTMENT KNOWS ME.
(a.k.a 2teachers. HAHAHAHAH)
anyway, teachers all like to bully me.
here's another example!

econs......
nathan: qazim, i need to talk to you.
qazim: ah? what? what did i do? again? what?
nathan: you wait, you listen!!!
qazim: ???????
nathan: what are you wearing?
qazim: err, ethnic costume? im a chinese farmer!
nathan: what race are you?
qazim: malay??

nathan: why are you wearing this?!
qazim: they said that we must wear other races what!
nathan: then why you wear this, never wear your baju
kurung? *points at every GUY in class*
qazim: wear for what! im sick of wearing it for the
past 18years, hari raya must wear, wedding must wear,
funeral must wear (exagerrate). i wanted to try something new!
nathan: ohhhhh......this saturday, im gonna talk to
your parents about it.
qazim: =_______________________="

omg, he's slowly torturing me before he retires.
it's either me or aaron. (thankgod most of the
time it's aaron tay an rong. HAH!)
geog with lester low after that, hahah.
i was so hungry so i went to the canteen to buy food.
HAH, wah. rebel seh! wearing ethnic costume puts me
at an advantage cos i can smuggle food up!

left early for foomeiching's class.
cabbed to tuition centre. :D
tuition with aaron and zac was quite fun,
although we didnt talk much.
aaron's actions were pricelessly hilarious.
(HE TAKES A HELLL LOTT OF FOOD MAN!)
zac and his stoning and yet stupid random comments.
and billy lin NEEDS to change his handwriting!

and zac (plus aaron who always tags along zac)
accompanied me all the way to city hall. AWWW,
touching pleasezzee!

and im sad cos i didnt take pictures with
SO SO SO MANY PEOPLE. like my ex-eyecandy
(whom i decided to take a picture with
after much consideration, but too bad,
camera=BATTERY EXHASUTED! my life rocks).
and i was supposed to take a picture with
matt also, but ohwells!

okay, it's a fucked up day.
and to top it off, my computer's fucking laggy.
and i couldnt switch OFF my handphone just now.
and it keeps dying and vibrating every now and then..
and AHH FUCK EVERYTHING. FUCK LOVE.

fuck the pictures cos i cant upload it now.
i dont fucking know why,
and sorry for bad quality.















[/edit] picassa and teh tarik keeps me sane.
thanks for your concern to whoever it may be.


8:53 PM


Wednesday, July 18, 2007

mrs ang's gonna lecture us this friday,
and zxomg, she's gonna sabo me and
make me answer her questions.
wow, embarassing myself during maths
lectures is sooo, my thing man!

and i think some people are freaking childish,
while some are just erm, freaks, it's really
scary you know, to have these kind of people
running around in CJC (Conservative
Junior College)

studied with lovelle and carrie for a while!
quite productive (as compared to sleeping
2hours at home!), cos i did ONE essay outline
within a span of 2hours! so be proud of me, singapuraa...

and it's also quite scary how one invidual
can determine my mood, urgh.
one minute ago, i was a happy person,
and now im feeling fucked up (and sweaty,
EL NINO, LA NINA!!! essential words
picked up from geog lectures! :D )

and i was looking through my MI
first3months file, and i saw all those
notes that we passed around and
wrote to each other and all.
it was so fun and carefree
(dont get me started on cj...)

our class was quite bonded somehow!
06a1, i miss you guys! :D i miss poodle too!
and amazon rainforest! and leech!! OMGD.
and lovely lava, CFC, pretty esther and
fanny, funky dilys, queer rae etcetc!!
and who can forget AYAM HITAM!
PORNDOK PARADISE MANN!!

and i miss the person whom i WAS
close during first 3months so, so
freaking much. (i bet most will know,
oh, that fucking vodka!)
and that person keeps popping up
on my mind randomly, and seem to
be appearing everywhere i go.
and even on the television now.

omg, im crazy. anywayyy...
michael tan: young man, you went around
school switching on and off the lights isit?
me: HUH?
michael tan: *repeats question* PLUS why's
your hair so spiky? electrocuted?
me: oh, stress luh, a level stress.
michael tan: what subject?
me: oh, economics :D

okay, cant wait for tomorrow,
bet the whole school's gonna be colourful!
and im so gonna take pictures with
all you pretty/handsome people out there!
i can so imagine all of us playing floorball
in our ethnic costumes! :D

qazim's gonna be a farmer tmr!
HAHAHAH, and i bought a gardening hat
for only $1.50! zxomg, bargain of the year!

and all the best for matthew and jasvir,
cos they're gonna be our emcees tmr. :D


9:52 PM


Tuesday, July 17, 2007

The Boring Life of Mr Qazim.

sgc talk in the morning,
and the evaluation of our horrible results.
i think im one of those 259!
sitting with bibi during gp was fun!

LACE's kang HANNA!
200pounds beauty was nice!
my dvd player was spoiled. =____="
so watched it on this webbie instead!
girl was damn hot, guy's charming.
typical korean movie!

we ended school at 1 today.
cos of the j1 MT listening compre.
yay, i love j1s! :D (suck up award of the year).
took 966 to parkway, and guess what!?!?
i missed my stop! thankgod the bus
goes round a loop, so i stopped at the
opposite side of parkway.

and talked to this random girl
from natalie's class. HAHAHAH.
i ate my chocolate ice cream
and went home! i LOVE jc2life. :D

and the worst part was that i slept
(YET AGAIN). therefore, going home
early is a BIG NONO! satay seller,
here i come! HAHAH.

im like filing my notes (without the
existence of a file, im damn clever).
so tmr, maybe im gonna shop for files!
and i just realised that i've like 7stacks
of gp notes, that's a freaking lot fyi!
(like 56 harry potter books)
okay, exagerrated.

and my computer's damn laggy faggy.
so i cant watch windstruck and
my sassy girl. so fuckannoying zxomg!

you know, just when you're about
to try your best to forget someone,
the person just appears right
in front of you. and then you
start thinking to yourself,
"what should i do?"


8:24 PM


Monday, July 16, 2007

is it me or kids nowadays looking much
cuter, hotter and better looking by the year?
sheesh! hahahah. i should have been
born earlier. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH.
okay, whatever. and im jealous of those who
dress nice! sorry, im full of vengeance!

student council investiture just now.
or was it installation? something like that!
gabby could see me all the way from
UP there, HAHAH. im so prominent uh?

okay, me and lace sang songs. HAHAHAH.
we couldnt remember the lyrics, or else
we would have sang it to zachary lee xiangz.
ran off to the library to settle some business.
lace thinks it's a joke! TSKTSK!
all these racial thingy is no joke!

yadayada, normal lessons.
nathan was nice for once!
and i think he forgot all about my econ's
thingy, and that means CELEBRATION.
ended at 1, but i slacked at the granstand
with biqi and zac. im glad to have friends
like them! :D then kiajin joined also.

went home early, was craving for some
ice cream at parkway, but then it was raining.
so i slept. SEE, MY LIFE SO BORING.
expect every entry to be like this.

and sondra talked to me just now.
SONDRA, TOUCHED NOT!
i mentioned you! :D

racial harmony this thursday!
im so sad that everyone's so unenthu
to dress up!!! but i want to! it's not
everyday we get to dress up in our
ethnic costume okay! (minus hari raya,
christmas, CNY (which noone wears anw),
and deepavali!). so i want everyone to wearrr.

BUT, i dont know what to wear. ):
HAHAH, VAMPIRE AH DOUGLAS!
my dvd isnt working. im damn PISSED!
so much for 200pounds beauty!
aaron tay's gonna kill meee.

i was looking at someone's blog.
and im quite jealous of how
happy the person is. ):

and i like this song,
lame, but i like! :D

Come To Me

Under the silver stars,
Right where he broke your heart.
Girl you know, I'd give you everything.
I wanna hold your hand,
And say the words he never said.
I'll make you promises you can believe.

[Chorus]
Let me be the one,
Telling you it's alright
Sharing the smiles and tears you cry.
Let me be the one,
Loving you when you're weak.
For all of the strength you need,
You can come to me.

When you're down and you feel so lonely
Turn around, you can come to me
When you're down baby, i will be the only
Come to me
You can just be yourself,
'Cause I don't want nobody else.
All of your secrets are safe with me.
For the kind of love you can trust,
For more than just a crush,
Baby, won't you just come to me?

[Chorus]

Say it's where you wanna be (where you wanna be, yeah)
'Cause girl i'm down on my knees
Promising my heart oh, my heart


9:03 PM


Sunday, July 15, 2007

harry potter and the order of the phoenix.
it sucked, seriously. im not really a movie
critic, but i felt that it seriously lacked
content, emotions as well as action!
dumbledore lacked the presence and the POWER,
and he can blend in well with any hogwarts student
(minus the fact that he has this super uber
long white beard and that he's major old).

and harry was so short (one head shorter
than neville). hahah, okay, biqi's so gonna kill me! =X
anyway, it was a fun time with the cousins,
all eleven of us! ika, shae, fizah, fira, akmal,
shafiq, alia, zahidah, nadia and my sister!
HAPPY 13th BIRTHDAY QAZIMAHHHHH.
(yes, she's called qazimah).

fira: EHHH, why not enough seats?! i thought
got 11 seats?
qazim: eh, move in luh! got one more!!
HAHAHAH, damn funny. fira's as bimbotic
as ika please. sisters!

five minutes after the movie started..
ika: is that hermione?
everyone: =__________________="
no, it's just some random woman pushing the swing.
ika: oh, how i know, i thought they were
showing the future!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH.

when cho chang and harry met...
fira: eh, two of them so gatal (shameless),
potong konek harry LAH! (potong konek=chop
off his dick!)

when kingsley shacklebolt (the guy who's african
or something) was in the scene.
ika: eh, he looks like the guy who sell
porridge at the mosque.
me: EH, ika! because of you i keep missing the
funny parts. *grumbles grumbles*
fizah and fira: HAHAHAHAH *laughs at funny scene*
me: =_="

and many other funny moments. (:
even though the movie sucked,
the company was awesome.
i sincerely enjoyed it!

simpang bedok after that, waited ages for
our kebab to come and ended up gossiping
at spize. heh, so many funny stories about
old men and all.

shae went to shopnsave and her necklace
or the tasbih (muslim prayer beads) as we
call it (to irritate her) and it got stuck onto
the price thingy on the racks. DAMN FUNNY.
HAHAHAHAH, and she had to pull and pull
till her necklace was untangled.

i had a great time today!
i miss all you kuzzeh (NOT cuzzie) wuzzeh buzzeh!
(lame name i know. that's why it's shortened to KWB)
i miss all the fun times we had at the back of
my dad's lorry, with the wind blowing into our
hair and all of us (esp fira) laughing hysterically
and shae trying to make sure her scarf is neat
(but to no avail cos wind>strength of scarf).

and all our little bowling sessions at katong
(which closed down, godknowswhy). actually
we didnt bowl most of the time, we just sat there
to gossip. and it was like a MUST to go bowling
every friday/saturday/public holiday.
even the auntie knows us and gives us discounts.

i also miss our family picnics at eastcoast beach.
where we would cycle around (i learnt how to
cycle in sec3, wow. totally fast learner).
and laugh and laugh and laugh!
and just be ourselves and full of shit.

I LOVE YOU GUYS. :D

this is ika! and she's my favourite cousin.
she's the blurrest, most bimbotic,
funniest and she's the same age as me!
and she's like SOTONG and most of the
times, we dont know what she's thinking.
JENDOL! :D

shae's the lamest, craziest and youngest.
when she gets turned on, her spectacle
lenses gets all foggy and misty.
and, she's VERY VIOLENT! viagra! ;D
she's a DOL (deprived of laughter).

fizah's the oldest (definitely NOT the
most mature). she can be scary at times,
but funny at most times. and she reads my blog!
HAHAHAH, be touched i write about you!
and she teaches part-time in primary schools!

fira's the LOUDEST, most exagerrated,
funniest, damn drama-mama and the one
with the most sexciting stories. HAHAH.
and her laugh is hysterical!

us 4years ago? qazim=flat hair. shae=no tudung! wow.

us at katong bowling, christmas eve! and we spent the
whole night at the back of my dad's lorry
driving around town. HELL LOADS OF FUN!
being spray-foamed and all!

us at some chalet! my hair is spiked up now.
on the verge of INSTANT COOLNESS.

hari raya (forgot what year).
the guy in green is awan!
he's MIA most of the times!
and we only get to see him like
on festive occasions? MAINTAIN YEAURGHHH.

kak yana's wedding! :D
where we met the EUROPEAN (it's
eurasian, ika!) guy who's now ika's
workmate. WOW.

one of the latest pictures!
see how much WE (especially me,
not the hairstyle+specs) have changed!

but deep inside, we're still the same!
(but crazier, funnier, spastic-ier,
and lame-r than ever! :D)



9:25 PM